Ya as I promised I'm gonna update on my new camera Samsung ST600..
Sorry for the delay as I was facing some probs with my internet connection few days back.
Yep my beloved bf bought me this camera as x'mas present :D
(pardon me the size of the pictures)
TADA (: yep there's a front LCD for ppl who love cam-whoring like me. HAHA.
Went to BottleTree that day. Was there for the bloody first time. I know I damn sua ku, IMM also never go before. LOL.
always LATE..
Talking about people who knows me..
ya I'm always late most of the time. I FUCKING don't understand why I'm always late. I srsly don't get it.Okay there's improvement thou, compared to the past.
If don't believe, can ask miss kristel lam, mr raymond ng, all my gfs, and ya my bf. Aiya but don't think my bf's gonna agree on this, because till today, he's still waiting patiently, aimlessly. Love you la (; hahaha.
Ya okay, come back to where I was, yes I did changed.
Past: 3hrs at least.
Now: less than an hr? okay I wun hit 3hrs.
(ya, if you follow me on twitter, you would see that i twitted something like I got my karma,becos I was waiting for ppl for that bloody week)
Okay after all, still late, I know ~
Okay let me tell you my procedures in the past and present.
PAST
Scenario: For eg woke up @ 2pm, meet friends @ 7pm.
- Use computer till 630pm
- ooops, den realised confirm late,
- then rush to bath. (took 30mins - 1hr)
- find cloths (10-15mins)
- use computer (5-10mins)
- Starts to make up ( 1hr)
- str8ten my whole hair (1 - 1 & 1/2hrs)
- pack bag (5-10mins)
DONE!
So by the time its already fucking 10pm.
PRESENT
Scenario: Woke up @ 2pm, meet @5pm.
- go prepare @ 3.30pm
- bath (15-30mins.)
- make up (30mins)
- find cloths (5-10mins)
- left house around 445pm
DONE!
So ya, still late -.- but got improvement la.
I think I like to take my time you seeee.
In the past, I am NEVER early, is like no way I can be early.
But now, yes I do. I dare say, but its countable thou. ;x
At least got make the effort right.
The disadvantages..
You know what, sometimes when I sit down and think about it.
I will sometimes tell myself that I want to really change, kick this bad habit away. OR sometimes, ask myself, why can't I just be on time? Why others can, and I can't.. Kept asking and reminding myself all time. But still, sometimes when I'm tired or lazy, I'll stick to that bad habit all over again. Dilly-dally ~
Imagine this, in the future if I go to work in the society, my boss wun accept such behavior from a employee. Like late-forever.
(okay simply means, In future in you work in the society, and you continue to be late like this, you'll be fired)
Ya, totally agree luh. Tsk...
School
As for school now, it's even worst, omg. I'm late like EVERY SINGLE DAY, FUCK I know. okay lesson starts @ 8am, and I have to wake up like 7am, but there's always this stupid problem like I can't get out of my comfy bed.
So it's always 715-720am. Then bath for 10mins.
Then, put on some concealers to hide my dark circles,
and draw 2 black symmetrical lines on my eyelid.
By the time its already 745-750am.
Trained for 20mins, walk to sch 7-10mins, so roughly took me about 35mins to reach school. By the time sometimes 820am, or 835am. WTF right~
I know its super WTF, and I'm having this routine like everyday.
Every night, I always remind myself to turn in early, bur fuck no, I slept @ 2-3am.
And later having a hard time waking up.
CAN SOMEONE PLS TELL ME WHY THE FUCK I WILL NEVER LEARN MY FUCKING LESSON.!!!!!??????????
I'm truly a bitch, srsly. Sometimes I'm angry for the things I did. Yea I am simply - wtf. What's fucking wrong with me srsly. ARGH..
Okay as for now, I'm not gonna say, " I promised I'm gonna change" ,
" I will never do it again " , " I'd learnt my mistakes " .
ALL this were simply bullshits that I'd vowed,promised or said it.
Not gonna say much la, but I will TRY to prove it to myself that I can (;
Ps: To all my dear friends, I know it sound totally hilarious and impossible to you guys, but please give me support, be it mentally or spiritually. Thanks.
Also, if someday I meet you, and I'm late, please say or scold me, that would probably help (: *I promised I wun yell back at you ;x LOL* ^^
Alright I shall turn in.. Its 5.30am now. Ciaos ~
Note: Sorry people, I know my blog is always on and off. I'll try to keep it alive. lol
